I absolutely love the song "Addicted" by Saving Abel. Yeah, it might not be super PC, but I can't help loving that song. It just really describes to me what it's like to be completely infatuated with someone, but at the same time not really knowing them. I think I was very much like that for a long time with the people I was attracted to. But, lately it seems that the only people I actually want to start a relationship with are the ones I've been friends with for a long time. Even then, I still feel like I don't know them well enough!
I guess some people find it weird, or wrong that I always fall for the people I am closest with. And yes, it's been kind of dangerous because sometimes it does ruin friendships (which sucks terribly, let me tell you). But, I can't help being attracted to the people I spend most of my time with, I mean you already know you like their personalities, right?
Maybe not, it seems sometimes you think someone is one way and they turn out another. I don't really know what to expect anymore, when I was younger I used to think I would never be with someone I knew because some stranger would come in to my life and sweep me off my feet. But, honestly it's been my friends who've surprised me and have swept me off my feet. Well, for right now I'm OK with that. :)
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